Contemplating

Sooo, I have been contemplating a post for my blog for a while now but since I have been home and off from school my life has been pretty boring. I have since gotten a job at Charlotte Russe (holla!) and just have been working and then chilling at home with the family. It is hard when all your friends are at school doing their thing, it makes me so jealous when I see their fun pictures and makes it hard to get out and do anything here. That has left me a lot of time to contemplate even further on myself and my future. I don't know if it just me, but I feel that this "thinking" and "contemplating" is all my life has been for the past year or so. Is that normal? I am sure it is but with my personality (always having to have everything planned, perfect and no mess ups or changes) it is rather annoying.  I just want to know exactly what I should do and where I should go, who I should be and meet, etc. However, I know that is not how it works and that I am going to face this throughout my whole life. So now that I am re-contemplating by previous decisions about schooling and such, I will be sure to keep you informed as soon as I reached yet again another decision :)